It sure is hard to stay motivated when a person is so exhausted! However, it is a bit easier when your newborn (who, at 7 weeks, isn’t that NEWborn anymore!) has only one wake-up period in the middle of the night and the sun is shining and your husband is a wee bit worried that you might be catching some post-partum depression and is encouraging extra sleep and time to yourself. That being said, it has been eight days since I last stepped on the treadmill. But, like I said before, I am not going to be hard on myself. I am going to celebrate when I actually am able to achieve some accomplishments! I’ve been able to go on some short walks to a few different parks and that will continue. I am trying to watch what I eat, but right now I’m in the rut of eating all the things and then hardly eating at all the next day. I know this will even out. Forgiveness is key. If I start hating myself now, that entire box of mint chocolate chip ice cream will be gone. 🙂
So, today? I walked on the treadmill at 3.0 for 16 minutes and then at 3.5 for 5. I’ll slowly make my way up to 3.5 the entire way… and then to a 30 minute workout. From there? I’ll likely start going a bit faster, but it might take me a few months. This is ok. Every step counts…but so do good quality moments with my two sons as this year of maternity leave will be over before I know it and I’ll likely never have this much time with my children every again. All things in moderation at this time, but I’ll get there. Gotta lose the baby weight (10 more pounds), then gotta get down to where I was a year and a half ago (10 more after that), and then time to focus on the big long term weight loss. And if it took me 15 years to put it on… I can’t expect myself to lose it all in 5 months.
Easy does it.. 🙂
Kalin